Why do I often pretend to be happy? When I definitely am not. Probably to avoid other’s questions which would put me on the spot.
PRETENDING makes it easy so others think I am all okay. And I am….a lot of the time …depending on the day.
PRETENDING means I don’t have to answer prying questions. Or have others look at me in their sad and sympathetic way.
i don’t want other’s sympathy. As I know they often don’t know what to say. So…I pretend everything is ok….and it is sometime each and every day! ###